How I masturbate

it started way back in 66, my mom was 29, i was 7 then. one summer day that year, my mom had invited me to her room, and what a surprise, it was a first for me ever, she'd taken off her smock, out came the front of her short shorts stretched way over her pregnant looking basketball size belly, 1 and a half inches of bare midriff, and d cup size bra, her bra had hiked up like 2 inches higher across her back, no she was NOT pregnant that year, she'd just looked it then. when i'd saw how she'd looked like with her smock off, my dick had got all nice and hard in my basketball shorts, then when i'd pulled up my basketball shirt, my mom had helped happily took it off for me. then she'd said "what do you think sweety?" i'd said "wow!" she'd said "it's not that i'm expecting." i'd said "i'm not worried about that i just like looking at your belly." she'd said happily "i thought so, when i wear nightgowns your penis almost always grows big in your briefs." then she'd said "want to sleep with me tonight?" i'd said "what about dad?" she'd said "he's not coming back, we'd just got divorced, besides it's time for you be the man in my life." then when i'd smiled down at the bulge between my basketball shorts i'd said "i want to go in my room for awhile." my mom had given me the okay. when i was in my room that day, i'd wanked my dick all nice, and slow when i'd wore my basketball shorts. that was how i'd got a case of maiesiophilia from the looking at the roundness of my mom's NOT pregnant belly at that time. then when i'd come out of my room in only my basketball shorts, my mom had flashed me with her housedress, out came the front of her panties stretched over her basketball sized belly, her 1 and a half inches of bare midriff, and bra, what a view.

...then way back in 68, when my mom was 31, and i was 9. it was one summer day of that year, my mom had come out of her room, the front of her short shorts stretched way over her pregnant looking almost beachball size belly, 1 inch of bare midriff, and d cup size bra, her bra had hiked up like 3 inches higher across her back, she was still NOT pregnant, only looked it. when i'd saw how she'd looked, my dick had got all nice and hard in my bathing suit, then my mom had happily did a hand job on my bathing suit, when she'd noticed how real big my bulge had gotten. then she'd said "you like how that feels?" i'd smiled "yes." she'd said "some day when you're older, your penis will get big enough to make sperm, i'd love to have your sperm fill my clitoris that will grow our baby, are you looking foreward to that sweety?" i'd said "yes i'm looking foreward to you having my baby." then i went in my room, i'd wanked my dick in my bathing suit to satisfy my maiesiophilia.

...then back in 70, my mom was 33, when i was 11. it was that summer day, that year right after the school year had ended. when my mom was out, i'd saw this pregnancy book in my mom's room, i'd opened up the book, found pictures of this pregnant women in her bra, 2 inches of her bare belly, and big panties, that picture had made my dick suddenly hard in my bathing suit, when i'd looked down, my hard dick had gotten 1 and a half inches wide, 8 inches long. then when i'd heard my mom had come home, i'd ran to her room, and put the book back where i'd found it before she'd got through the door. then when my mom had gotten through the door, she'd said "oh sweety, you're such a sexpot in that bathing suit!" i'd said "thanks." then she'd said "when we put these grocerys away, i have something to show you." the minute we'd both got done putting the grocerys away, my mom had said "wait here, i'll be back with something to show you." when she'd got back from her room, it was that book again, and my mom had opened it up to the same page with that same picture again. she'd smiled when she'd said "you like looking at that picture sweety?" i'd said "i sure do." then my mom had said "i'm so glad you do sweety, because i'm going to have a baby." i'd said "wow!" then my mom had said "if you want to know, it happened when you were on easter vacation at aunty and uncle's place, i got pregnant with your dad's cousin, before he'd shipped off to vietnam, only to go mia, the baby's due in december." then when she'd pulled off her smock, the front of her short shorts stretched way over her pregnant beachball size belly, bared 1 inch of her belly, and d cup size bra, her bra had hiked up like 3 inches higher across her back, and was my mom sexually aroused by my big bathing suit bulge, and was i happy that she was pregnant. when i'd saw how she'd looked, my dick had got all nice and hard in my bathing suit. then my mom had said "here are more pictures sweety" i'd smiled when i'd saw how those pictures showed this woman in her panties and bra doing her after the baby exersizes, i'd loved the pictures where that woman's bare midriff had gotten squishy between her bra, and panties. even when my mom was just 2 and a half months pregnant at the time, her 1 inch swath of bare belly was something to look at, and i'd started thinking about how my dad's cousin's semen had filled up my mom's belly.

...then back in 70, when my mom then 33 and pregnant at that time, when i was 11, it was that summer day right after my mom had told me she'd been pregnant with my dad's mia (missing in action in vietnam) cousin's baby, i'd got to take the pregnancy book in my room. when i'd opened up the book to those pictures of that pregnant women in her bra, 2 inches of her bare belly, and big panties, my dick had suddenly gotten hard to 1 and a half inches wide, 8 inches long in my bathing suit. it was those pictures that had made me rub myself back and forth, up and down in my bathing suit. then when i'd closed my eyes, and let my dick throb, i'd felt something on my belly, opened my eyes, there was my mom feeling my belly, when she'd said with a glowing smile "hey you sexpot sweety, are you feeling sexy in that bathing suit?" i'd said "yea i am." then she'd said "how about feeling my baby sweety" i'd said "sure." then when i'd got up there was my mom, she'd showed off her luscious slim legs, the front of her short shorts stretched way over her pregnant beachball size belly, bared 1 inch of her belly, and d cup size bra, her bra had hiked up like 3 inches higher across her back, and she'd had a sexually aroused look on her face. when i'd felt her baby, my dick had throbbed all nice and hard in my bathing suit ,when i'd said "wow mom, what a belly, feeling your baby sure makes me feel like a sexpot in my bathing suit." then my mom had smiled and said "oh you little sexpot, i love what you say." when she'd patted the big bulge on my bathing suit, that was when my dick had throbbed some more.

...then back in 70, when my mom then 33 and pregnant at that time, when i was 11, it was that summer day...when i'd opened up that pregnancy book in my room to those pictures of that pregnant women in her bra, 2 inches of her bare belly, and big panties, my dick had suddenly gotten hard to 1 and a half inches wide, 8 inches long in my bathing suit. it was those pictures that had made me rub myself back and forth, up and down in my bathing suit. then when i'd closed my eyes, and let my dick throb, i'd felt something on my belly, opened my eyes, there was my mom feeling my belly, when she'd said with a glowing smile "hey you sexpot sweety, are you feeling sexy in that bathing suit?" i'd said "yea i am." then she'd said "how about feeling my baby sweety" i'd said "sure." then when i'd got up there was my mom, she'd showed off her luscious slim legs, the front of her short shorts stretched way over her pregnant beachball size belly, bared 1 inch of her belly, and d cup size bra, her bra had hiked up like 3 inches higher across her back, and she'd had a sexually aroused look on her face. when i'd felt her baby, my dick had throbbed all nice and hard in my bathing suit ,when i'd said "wow mom, what a belly, feeling your baby sure makes me feel like a sexpot in my bathing suit." then my mom had smiled and said "oh you little sexpot, i love what you say." when she'd patted the big bulge on my bathing suit, that was when my dick had throbbed some more. then my mom had rubbed my belly some more, and had said "you know what sweety? i like how your belly looks." when i'd looked down at it, my dick had wiggled a little in my bathing suit. then when the phone had rung, my mom had gone to answer it. when she'd been on the phone, i'd pulled off my bathing suit ,and had put it backward to see what would happen. my dick had kept throbbing hard, when i'd pulled the bathing suit waistband over my belly button, then i'd rubbed myself down there some more with my eyes closed again, then when i'd felt my mom's hand over my belly again, i'd froze when she'd said "hey sweety, your 'pregnancy' sure looks cute for a boy." sort of embarassed, i'd said "i wanted to try my bathing suit backward to see..." my mom had cut me off with "don't worry sweety, i get it." then we'd both caressed each other's bellies.

...sexually aroused by my mother's tummy...in my dive meet swimsuit...

Growing up, my mother had been single most of her life except from August 1968, when she'd found out she was pregnant with me, and married my father to October 70, when my father was killed in a motorcycle crash on a rain slick road. This was way back early in July 80 after my grandfather(my father's father)died just one week after his 75th birthday of pneumonia in June of that year. I was age 11, my mother was 39, when it all happened. Alot of times my mother had a sometimes habit of being around the house in her underwears, looking at her usual 3 inch swath of bare tummy back then, between her bra, and panties had made my penis big and hard for as young as age 3. It had happened on July 2nd, when we were home that day, I was in my favorite squarecut swimsuit, silver with one wide orange stripe on either side, and was ready to have gone to diving practice. My mother had come out in the front room in only her panties, and bra, only these panties had a stretch panel, and had hiked up 2 inches higher across her tummy than across her back, her tummy was a little bit wider than usual, the one inch swath of bare tummy just above her panties, just below her bra wasn't as flat. Just then my mother had smiled and said "Hey baby, I just love the way you're looking at my tummy, I suppose you now know I'm going to have a baby." When she'd said that, my heart had started beating fast, my penis had suddenly bulged out hard in my swimsuit. Then she'd said with that glow of a smile on her face "Ohh baby, you're having quite an erection in your swimsuit, is it because you're all excited and happy to see me with child?" I'd nervously said "Yea I am, and the way your tummy looks in those panties, I love the way my erection feels with this swimsuit on." Then my mother had said "Aww, thank you baby, how does my bra look?" I'd said "It looks just lovely with your beautiful breasts." Then she'd said "Aww, you're so sweet, thank you baby. You know grandfather pumped my cunt with all his seed almost 3 months ago just weeks before he died last month, isn't that incredible baby? The baby's due next January.(81) Here baby, feel my baby." When I'd felt my mother's baby, my penis had started wiggling just a little, when my mother had done a hand job on me down there, and, no, I didn't ejaculate that day, though I would've loved to. Then when my mother had done her hand job on my swimsuit crotch, she'd said "Do you love that feeling in your penis when I feel you like that?" I'd said "Yea I do." Then when I'd saw the clock, I'd realized I was late for dive meet practice, so I knew the dive meet was out of the question on July 5th. Besides, I couldn't help it with having erections in my swimsuits anyway, not since my mother had gotten pregnant at that time. I'd just gone to my room, and had just started masturbating in my swimsuit in an up and down motion, my mother had even enjoyed watching me do so. Then 3 days later, on what was to have been my dive meet, my mother, and me had gone up to the lake, there wasn't alot of people there, we'd both found a remote spot, where no body could actually see us. That day, I'd wore my striped dive meet swimsuit, my mother had wore her stretch panel short shorts, loose fitting smock. When I'd swam in the lake, I'd got out there as far as I could, and I'd masturbated in my dive meet swimsuit, I'd did a sideways motion, ohh, it felt totally amazing. Then when I'd got done in the lake, and had come back, ohh, what a view, I'd gotten sexually aroused for the first time, my mother had actually taken off her smock, out was her short shorts stretch panel over her then beautifully swelling tummy, her 1 inch swath of bare tummy, even her bra. I'd said "Mother!" when my penis had started wiggling hard again in my swimsuit. She'd said "Calm down baby, here, feel my baby." When I'd stared at my mother's tummy that day, for the first time ever, I'd got so sexually aroused by my mother's tummy, I'd ejaculated in my dive meet swimsuit, when I'd felt her baby.