During my tenure at my job I spent a lot of time in Amsterdam. When I stayed there I stayed at a Holiday Inn close to the office. I met a man in Amsterdam, he worked in the same building, and we became friends and he showed me around and places to eat.
I kept having this feeling, he walked close to me, and he put his arm around my shoulder one night when he took me to a bar, and there were only men there. He kept his arm around my shoulder and I saw some men kissing and other men getting familiar. In the dark bar, he kissed me on the lips and told me he liked me. I let him kiss me several more times and when we left he kept his arm around me.
We went to my hotel and we had sex. Lots of oral sex, and he did the honors of having sex with me. He wanted to sleep with me so we woke up together with his arm around me. We showered together and then had sex again in the morning. The more I got kissed the more I liked it, and I liked holding his cock and giving him oral treatment.
None of this matters, not in the big picture. I wasn't a young guy, I was already fifty two years old, and he is in his sixties. During my tenure with that part of my job and my trips to Amsterdam I met with him and developed a strong sexual relationship. With the pandemic I stopped traveling, and eventually changed positions to a job that doesn't require travel. I miss seeing him, neither he nor I have the resources to maintain a long distance relationship.
I am actively searching for a man to have sex with. I don't believe I would have that desire if I hadn't been exposed to it in Amsterdam.
