when i was 17

When I was about 17, I had been with my boyfriend for a year and a half. I had previously been very into a boy who broke my heart at 15 but anyway I went to hang out with him. It was him, my best friend, and another Nathan. I went into a bedroom with Nathan, and we were going to mess around. Instead, we ended up talking for a long time, then he left. I was still super horny, so I walked into the room my friend and the other guy were in, and I asked him if he would help me with that. I didn't realize at first, but my best friend stayed in the room too, and then after she’s been watching us together, she joined in. So we took turns giving him blow jobs, and he fingered and kissed me. Then my friend went down between my legs and started eating me out. I was unsure at first but it was so late, I was so horny and I just went with it. She had me finger and lick her as well. I felt good but guilty about it, and I am still with that boyfriend and I would never cheat on him again.BUT I do fantasize about having a threesome with my boyfriend and another man. I think having 2 men pleasuring me would be soooooo hot, but my boyfriend isn’t into it. I have never told anybody about what happened that night. And I never will, besides everyone here <!-- s:) --<!-- s:) -->