i am a white 28yr. old white female who has been married for five yrs. to an abusive, drinking husband with a 3 inch penis. Awhile back i had sex with his black co-worker and since found that im attracted to well-hung black men. Last week after drinking with the girls, i stopped by Alan’s house unannounced to find him drinking with his cousin. i was a little drunk and horny and just wanted some big penis. i asked Alan to speak to him in private and we went into his bedroom and made small talk. after awhile we started fooling around and he was kissing me when i felt another set of hands on my body. it was his cousin. i dont know why but i did not stop them. they undressed me and i had intercourse with both of them. Both of them climaxed inside me. I went home shortly after to find my husband drunk as usual and that’s when the name calling and nastiness started. i went into the bedroom and got undressed. my husband came in and started hugging me, telling me he doesn’t know why he gets so nasty, and telling me he loves me, blah, blah, blah. i turned out the light and got into bed with him beside me. after a minute or two he started kissing my breasts and climbed on top of me. i put my hands on his shoulders and pushed him down between my legs and he performed oral on me. i could feel their juice leaking out of me and my husband never knew it. i guess i just wanted to do something nasty back to him