Drunk consequences

Last weekend, I got pretty drunk at a party. Got home just fine but I was horny. So horny that I let my roommate eat me out. I still wanted more and let him fuck me on my bed. Now there's a stain from where all his cum leaked out of me...

He has tried to pounce on me before while I'm standing, but he definitely tried more often when I got an all fours to play with him. I was basically a virgin to him. 

Tbh, I have mixed feelings. I feel like I'm filthy and degraded for getting fucked by him. I regret having done this while not thinking straight because of the alcohol. I will admit though that it was the fastest I ever came from oral and that was the hardest and most satisfying like primal fuck I ever had. I didn't know that his cock would keep growing the more he fucked. I mean, he did fit, but I didn't realize he'd grow so big that he'd get stuck in me for awhile...