Neighbors sex parties

I've been a part of my neighbors sex parties ever since i was 16. 
He used to have pool parties over at his place, where i've been invited to. Seemed like a typical BBQ from the outside, but he hosted lot of his older (50+ males) that wanted to hook up with young men, not only watch them take a bath or a dive into his pool, but also for sex. 
First time I've been there, i met a young guy my age who already was having oral sex with 3 men when i got there. I was pressured into sucking dick and actually loved it. I had to suck every mans dick at that party. They spread their cum into my mouth and face, before they left and i was alone with my neighbor. He asked me how i liked it and i told him that it was the best sex experience i ever had. Ever since i'm meeting up with him, and sometimes him and his buddies to have sex. I let him loosen my ass up everytime i went to his place, because i wanted them to fuck me hard. I know it's weird, but i love the way they approached me at a young age to make me a cum loving slut.