I'll start by saying I did not have the best parents. They honestly did not care what I did so long as I didn't bother them. As a result, I fucked around a lot. Smoked weed at a young age, skipped school, and got knocked up by the time I was 13. I had to do a continuation school after that and I dropped out my junior year. I just recently got my GED so I'm hoping to get on the right path soon. I was so troublesome.
When I was 11, I went over to a friend's house and she showed me her dad's stash of weed. We of course wanted to seem cool so we smoked it. We could barely actually smoke it because we were 11 and it burned but we did get high somewhat. In my area, its not rare for people that age to be exposed to weed so that tells you what kind of place I grew up in. My group of friends were not good people and I ended up dating a guy named Luis.
We were 13 and dumb teens who wanted to be seen as cool so after two weeks of dating, we decided to have sex. We made out at my house and Luis touched my boob. Of course he was young and excited so he kind of roughed it out but it still turned me on. We were young and didn't know what to expect or how to do things so his "fingering" me was just him aggressively rubbing my pussy. After I was at least a little wet, Luis pulled his panted down, put on a condom, and inserted himself into me. It hurt like a bitch going in but eventually felt kind of good I guess. Luis moaned and came after only a few minutes. I didn't have an orgasm but at least we couldn't call ourselves virgins.
A few days later, Luis came over to my house again and bragged to me how he looked up videos on how to pleasure a woman. I made fun of him and he made a bet to show me. We started to make out again and this time, he took off my shirt and sucked on my nipples for several minutes. I got chills and actually started to get turned on and wet. Luis reached down between my legs and slowly stroked me through my jeans before unbuttoning me. I have no idea what he looked up but he really did learn how to please a woman lol. Luis felt around my pussy until he found my clit and began to move his finger over it. After doing this for only a few minutes, I came for the first time. He then started finger fucking me which hurt less than actual penis fucking. He pulled out and pulled my pants down so we were both naked and he felt his dick around my pussy before putting himself in again. We tried different positions and my favorite turned out to be doggystyle. I came at least 3 times from only this. Luis lasted a lot longer than last time and we both began to moan as he came. Except this time I felt something actually go inside me. He pulled out and I yelled if he came inside me. He panicked and told me he forgot to put the condom on. We freaked out for a bit but figured maybe since he pulled out fast after he came that I wouldn't get pregnant.
We were wrong of course. I did get pregnant and was embarrassed to tell my parents. They were angry at me as expected. Luis eventually stopped going to school. After around 3 months, my parents decided to move me to an alternative continuation school for the rest of my pregnancy. I got big. I was not large to begin with, so my stomach looked BIG. I was about 110lbs and only 5' 2, so my baby bump was almost a quarter of my size. I didn't feel embarrassed to be pregnant, I actually felt quite hot. Older men looked at me and I felt like they thought I was sexy or something. There was a man at the liquor store by my house who shouted at me one time while I walked by. He called me a slut so I yelled back at him. He moved from his corner and walked up to me. He asked what I said so I repeated it. I didn't give fuck back then. He told me to watch my mouth and I told him to fuck off and left. Later that night, my mom had me run to the liquor store for some cigs and the man was there. He called me a whore so I called him short dick. Right after I said that I felt his hand reach for me and pull me away. He pushed me into back area behind the store and asked what I called him again so I called him a short dick. I was scared but I also knew this guy was a bum and wouldn't actually beat me or anything. He told me to watch what I say and he pulled out his cock. It was bigger than Luis's and thicker too. He pushed me down to my knees and forced my head onto his dick. I fought him for a second but I also didn't really care. I was already pregnant so, not much to worry about. I sucked him off and he pulled my head off and pushed me onto the floor. I kind of liked being manhandled. He put his hand on my stomach as he inserted himself into me and I screamed. He put his hand over my mouth and told me to shut up or he'd make me. I asked how he would do that and he just started fucked me fast. An orgasm ripped through my body and I was completely caught of guard. He slapped me and called me a whore as he fucked me. My pregnant belly moved up and down and he shoved his cock in and out of me and I couldn't even speak anymore. He held my big belly and started calling me a "fertile bitch." I kept on cumming and I felt so trashy being fucked in a back alley but also super turned on. I felt slutty and sexy from being used, I didn't complain when he came inside me. He came buckets, it was dripping out of me for a while. After he finished, he zipped up his pants and told me to know my place as a street whore. I laid on the floor for a bit before struggling back up and going home. I still had cum dripping out of me.
By the time I gave birth, I was huge. I had a beautiful little girl. After I had her, I was still young but with some time, I realized I wanted to be a better mother than I had so she wouldn't be a young mom like me. I had a trashy past and I'm aware of it but I am trying to fix my future for my daughter. I do have a degradation kink still, that is something I am still into, but as for everything else, I am proud to say I am a better woman now.
