think i realized i am gay

So it was not long ago i finally decided to follow thru on my fantasy of sucking a cock. I am a straight guy 35 years old . But i always wonderd what it would be like to have another guy fuck my mouth. One day i went to get a porno and thought i got a regular straight porn but it happend to have a gay video in it i watched it and got very turned on. So since that day i could not stop thinking about sucking a big cock.finally one night i put some liquid balls on and went to a gay bar in my neighborhood. Made many trips to bathroom to check out cocks. Took a while but i finally got a guy with a big fat dick.

It was at least a good 7 soft. I bluntly asked if i could suck his hog dry. After seeing it i had to have it. I was happy he wanted to be my first. We went out to his car and i just wrapped my mouth on his big head. I could not believe i was actually doing it. What a turn on.i loved the feel of his big dick getting hard in my mouth.

He exploded in my mouth i got to have it in my mouth i kept it in my mouth for few min, before i gulped it down.since that day i was hooked on having someone fill my mouth. I am addicted to the taste of it and the feel of it shooting in my mouth. I am now the regular cum dumpster for that bar. My next fantasy to go thru with is having four or five guys to feed me load after load. This is better than when i am with women