Can't believe I did this

Hi I’m Rachel. When I was 11 I masturbated a 6-year-old girl while she sat on my lap in just her panties. I was babysitting her one night while her mom worked. She leaned back against my chest with her knees up and legs open and let me diddle her clitoris until she climaxed.

Hey don't feel bad about it. When I was 11 I was looking after the kid next door one night. Her name was Cindy and she was also about 6 I think. Her mom told me to make sure she took a shower before bed. I did as she asked and after Cindy got out and dried off she came and sat on my lap and put her arms around my neck. She was still naked and started grinding her pussy on my leg. She said it felt good and asked why. I didn't really understand myself but I knew it feel good because I used to grind myself on my toys. So I told her I didn't know why but that there was another way to get the same feeling. Obviously she wanted to know how so I got her to sit next to me and open her legs. I spread her pussy lips apart and rubbed her tiny clit. She kept wriggling and laughing but said it felt great and she didn't want me to stop so I kept doing it until probably had her first orgasm. It was actually making me wet doing it to her so after I put her to bed I rubbed my self to orgasm. After that she was always happy when she knew I had to look after her so I did it to her every time I babysat her for the rest of that year.

When I was 11 I used to look after the neighbors kid sometimes. She was 5 or 6 years old and I was instructed to make sure she took a shower and was ready for bed. Every time she would take a shower she would get dry and put on her nightdress and come and sit on my lap. She would take my hand and place it under her nightdress on her pussy and rub her self with my fingers. After the first 9 or 10 times I would just do it for her anyway and she would fall asleep on me. I think she found it comforting or something.