Reply: Being gay from the very beginning

I was 9, a sissy in secret wearing girls panties when I could. Lenny was 15 and attracted to me because he was sissy also. He had an older boyfriend and we started doing the same thing his older boyfriend did with

I was thirteen when I was first approached by a same sex friend to suck cock.  We were at his house, watching TV and he laid his head in my lap, and covered my lap with both hands. He felt through my pants and asked me if he could pull my zipper down, and he went ahead and sucked my dick. At first it was gentle but then he got going and it triggered my first wet orgasm. He thought I had peed in his mouth. I sucked him back that afternoon.  I liked sucking his dick, he was hard and his skin soft and I licked his knob and sucked and ran my thumb up the underside of his dick until he came in my mouth. 

We became regular cock suckers and we got naked on his bed, and I lay on my stomach while he poked his dick in my butt. We didn't achieve true penetration until a couple of months later and it felt so good I wanted him fuck me every time we got together. 

We both grew up gay, I'm a bottom and he is more of an Alpha top.  We are friends, but not lovers.