I’ve only really been intimate in long term relationships but I’ve always wanted to be used and degraded casually.
I have a very good friend who has been sexting with me off and on for over a year. Sharing kinks, pictures of my breasts,and having some intense jerkoff sessions. We have repeatedly made tentative plans but never acted on them due to nerves and living situations. When I learned my roommate was going to be out of town for two weeks I set up plans with him.
He came over last night and we both started out very awkward. Eventually I threw on a movie and we cuddled up together. About five minutes in he starts grabbing my ass and I gently stroke his thigh. Suddenly he yanks down his pants, squeezes my ass hard and then shoved my head toward his cock. I start sucking and licking. His cock is thick and I gag on it. He loves the sound of me choking and that makes me wet. He fingers my cunt and I can feel my walls clench around him with every gag. He calls me some degrading names and I’m really happy he’s chosen to use me. He walks around and rolls me onto my hands and knees at the edge of the bed, yanking off my shorts roughly. He’s tall and my bed is short so it’s mildly awkward but he shoves his cock in me and pumps away. His balls slap my clit and I love the feeling and how obscene it sounds. Unfortunately the bed height is as issue and he abandons my pussy. I’m not sorry though because tonight is about him.
We take a break for a while for my jaw and throat. We cuddle and talk for a bit while I rest. But I’m not a quitter and I want to prove I’m useful. I stroke his cock with my small hands once he’s hard I suck again and choke myself on his thickness. He pins my head in place and starts fucking my mouth and throat. He pats me gently in the face. I want to tell him to slap me so hard it stings but that’s not my place at the moment. My eyes water and I’m a drooling mess choking on his cock. I desperately need him to cum on me so I climb between his legs and lay to give him a view of me choking on him. He strokes himself for a while and I suck and lick his balls. I deep throat him again and my legs kick out with the intensity of my gags. He’s close and he grabs his cock I open my mouth. He cums in my mouth, some went up my nose, and the rest splashes onto his stomach and drips down his cock. I give one last suck to his head and swallow. I fucking hate the taste of cum but I earned it and want to appreciate it.
He and I clean up and cuddle for a while after that. We hug and he leaves. I woke up so horny I had to grab my vibrator. I sent him a message telling him that my door is open all week for what ever he wants to do. Hang out casually or use me as a cum rag, I’m up for it all.
