It's adult so let's talk about it. My parents were separating when I was 11 and I was sent to a boarding school that year. I was in a dormitory room with three other boys, one was 13 but same grade as me. One day that boy, I'll call him Jerry, got up and came over to my bed and put his penis in my mouth when I was sleeping. I woke up and he leaned down and pushed his penis in my mouth and I sucked him. I wasn't thinking I was just doing. But after that I was his boyfriend and I sucked his penis. I never felt guilt, or felt bad about it, I wanted to suck his penis and one day he had a wet orgasm. I tasted it, at first we thought it was pee, but it was thick and creamy. I loved sucking his penis.
My year at boarding school lasted one year. My parents stayed together but not really. My father was into his business and I had little to do with him. When we were small kids he was everything, but as a teenager he was distant and our interaction with him was authority. There was a boy who lived down the street, he was a hispanic boy and his name was Rodolfo. I sucked his penis. I was fifteen and he was eleven. He told his big brother, who told his father, who came and hit me. My father said I deserved it, 'damn queer' is what he called me. But the memory of Rodolfo's penis was too much and I sucked him again and again, except now he didn't tell. Rodolfo had a cute little butt. And one day I got on him and had a wet orgasm up his crack and his back, thick and creamy. I picked some up with my finger and fed it to him. Rodolfo liked me sucking his penis and liked me feeding him. Rodolfo liked me rubbing his butthole and feeling my penis. Rodolfo sucked my penis.
In high school I ran track. I was always a good runner. I laid over the folding table and the coach fucked me. I sucked his penis and yum yumed his thick creamy cum. The coach kissed me and I lay over the folding table and he fucked me.
I went to a local college, not a good one, but that's all I could afford and live at home. My father and me hardly ever talked, I was the 'queer' and he didn't like me. I met a guy I'll name Gary. Gary was a comic type and told jokes and sucked my penis. I sucked Gary and I let Gary fuck me. But Gary was more like me and he wanted me to fuck him. I didn't like fucking so much, even if it felt good to cum in him. We didn't kiss, so mostly it was about sucking each other's penis.
I was attracted to a guy at the college. He was the maintenance man, a guy named Larry. He was a drop out, a good for nothing. He liked college kids and he fucked me. He kissed me and I liked it. I sucked Larry's penis and ate his cum and bent over. I liked being fucked like that, bent over in the storage closet, with my hands on my knees and his penis in me. I liked being kissed before he fucked me.
I was a total queer by then and I knew it. I hung out with the other queers and but I never had a boyfriend. I was more of a loner when it came to having sex, and I got sex from men like the cook at the diner. I also got sex from this Turk who worked at the 7-11. I got sex from a cab driver. I got sex, always the same, lots of kissing and grabbing, and having my pants pulled down and bent over. I had sex with the cab driver in a parking lot, with the cook at the diner behind the dumpster. I had sex with at the 7-11 in the small office. As long as he kissed me he had bought the ticket to fuck me.
In my thirties I cruised for a bruising. I got picked up by all kind of men, I hung out at gay bars. No name, just a fuck in the car, a blowjob, a hand job. I always liked sucking. One night a cop picked me up. A great big man, six foot five with a thick beard and mustache. He not only fucked me, he kept me overnight with him. In the morning I sucked his penis while he brushed his teeth, and I sucked his penis while he put on his uniform. He kept me with him, I was his boy and I cleaned and did housework. I spent a lot of time cleaning.
One day I woke up beside him and I had been living with him for over a year. I sucked his penis while he was asleep and got up to get the coffee started. He came up to me and bent me over the kitchen counter and fucked me. We got off to a good morning and we went to work like any other day. I've been with the cop for a long time now. He's not a cop now, he took early retirement. He manages a franchise and I work as a buyer.
