At a New Year's party I saw these two men kiss. They kissed several times at midnight. For me it was my first exposure to gay men in action and that night I dreamt about it, and in my dream I kissed my friend and I sucked his dick. To me the dream was as real as real life. So then many months later I was with my friend and I kissed him on the lips. He got angry and asked me what I was doing. He hurt my feelings and I left. He didn't talk to me and he wasn't my friend any more.
Then one night I was at the movies alone. A man came and sat on the same row and after a few minutes he said hello. I said hello and he came over and sat beside me and asked my name and we talked. After the movie started he laid his hand on my leg. Then he turned to me and held my face with his hand and kissed me on the lips. I remembered how I felt when my friend had rejected me so I sat there and he kissed me again, only this time he grabbed me between the legs as he kissed me. He took his penis out of his pants and asked me to hold it and then to suck him. I closed my eyes and dreamt of that dream I had and sucked him until he told me to stop.
We went down to the bathroom in the basement that didn't have a sign and he locked the door and he kissed me some more and helped me get my pants down. He sat on the toilet seat and sucked me, and then stood and kissed me some more, while he held my butt in his hands. I held onto to the sink and licked his finger and fingered me before fucking me with his penis, all the way in. After he was finished and he had cleaned his penis in the sink and I had wiped my ass he held me and kissed me some more.
I went to the movies after school several times, and I met him there and he let me kiss and suck his penis in the movies and then we went down to the bathroom in the basement. He said he liked kissing me and how nice it was to have a nice boy to kiss. He fucked me a lot and I sucked his penis a lot.
After high school I went to college and had a hard time fitting in, with a couple of bad situations with boys who thought they were gay. After college I went to work for a company that sold cloth wholesale. I met a man there who liked younger men and we kissed and got along. I slept with him and he enjoyed fucking me, he said I was ripe, a great fuck. I think of my friend who rejected me a lot now, he is in a bad shape financially and his wife left him. I don't want to see him, or have anything to do with him. I'm sure he doesn't want me to see him either. But I do remember how sweet his lips were and wonder if his penis was just as sweet.
