I've been married for over 15 years. Been with her for more then 20. It's only recently that I've started having thoughts of wanting a MMF threesome. I've always been a little attracted to guys especially just cock. But I hated the idea of someone else fucking my wife. Now if I had the choice of a threesome I'd add another guy. Not only because I want to fool around with a dude, but because I want to hold and kiss my wife while another guy fucks her. My wife would be utterly shocked to learn this. I've never told her I'm bi, but I've put some hints out there over the years. I have no idea if she's picked them up or not.
My fantasy would be for him to fuck her from behind ,while I hold her from the front, so I can see her face and pleasure, and kiss her. For her to tell me how good it feels. Then I want to get between her legs and eat her pussy and suck his cock, as he goes from her pussy to my mouth. Back and forth. I want us to stuff her pussy with both our cocks, and feel his hard penis against mine as we give my wife an amazing experience. Then I want to suck his cock with my wife till he blows his load. Once he cums, I want to pin him down and fuck him in front of my wife while she touches herself.
Do women like watching their guys do stuff like this? The same way guys like watching girls together. Typing all this made my dick super leaky. I wish I could tell her without the risk of changing anything. Even if we never do it.