I can't go through a single day without touching myself. I can't go more than 12 hours without needing to feel my body pulse and orgasm wash over me. It's eight o'clock now - I masturbated when I got home this afternoon, around five. I'm horny. AGAIN.
I can't help but feel this is a terrible affliction. I love it and yet I hate it. It's getting in the way of me doing regular things I used to be able to do.
Oh, but it feels so GOOD. NOTHING feels so good as feeling it tense inside you, KNOWING you're going to come but wanting to hold it off for just a few more moments to feel that incredible pleasure - but then coming, exploding, feeling your pussy pulse and screams escaping you...
I'm making it even WORSE by thinking about it...I can't stop reading erotica, watching porn, fantasizing, even in the middle of the day when I'm sitting in class I feel that tell-tale warmth beginning to bubble through me, even when I'm not thinking anything sexual, when I'm TRYING to concentrate on what the pre-frontal cortex does or what literary devices are used in what text. I'm on the verge of sneaking my best friend (my little vibrating bullet) into school so I can get rid of those urges when they arise. But I'm scared someone will hear me as I'm not exactly, ah...quiet. And neither is my little friend.
I need to touch myself RIGHT FUCKING NOW. I'm DYING to have an orgasm
Does this happen to EVERY girl? I have a very open relationship with my friends, we talk about EVERYTHING, and from what they've said I think I'm a bit of nympho. Not that I've ADMITTED how many times a day I masturbate.
Just so you know? It's 2-3 times a day.
