Reply: Sibling Sex Guilt

anonymous wrote: Our parents still have no idea about how sexually active my little sister and I were with each other when we were kids.

I was 14 she was 9 and I continued to initiate and engage with her several times when she and I were safely alone together away from what had happened. She has never actually gotten over that betrayal from me.

OK, so how does that? Relate to guilt? Please describe more.

When we were kids in the mid 90s, my little sister and I were coerced into having sex with each other while being taped.

My cousin and I were 10 years old. Very close together almost every day. He and I had exposed ourselves to one another many times and back in those days it was normal for kids to bathe together so there were many times he and I were naked in front of each other and we touched each others dick often. 
 One day things changed from touching to bringing each other pleasure from trying to suck each other. I will never forget being out behind the barn in the thick brush that day going to my knees and him looking down at me as I put his dick in my mouth. I sucked on it a little bit and he wanted to suck mine so for a few minutes we took turns on each other and while it was my turn to suck his dick I was on my knees going at it and he grabbed my head pushed his dick into my mouth and I heard him moan then his tiny load of cum was in my mouth and I really sucked hard digging my fingers in to his naked ass as I swallowed his young warm cum and after that I couldn’t stop sucking his dick and I even got his tiny nuts in my mouth. 
 Once he stop me he quickly got to his knees put my dick in his mouth and his hands on my ass so I grabbed onto his head and pushed my dick into his mouth and held on until I came and he swallowed my cum. Neither of us could shoot a lot of cum buy that day we got our first taste of each others cum and we stayed there to suck each other off again. 
 Every day he and I would suck each other multiple times always finishing in each others mouth and we both enjoyed swallowing and we figured out how to 69 very fast. We would run around outdoors all day down by the creek getting naked in different spits that were hidden from anyone’s sight and get into a 69 and suck the cum out of each other. 
 He began playing with my ass all the time when we were in a 69 and it felt good so I never told him to stop and one day with me on bottom my knees up and him on top we were in a 69 and he started to push a finger in my ass. 
 Once it went in I went crazy thrusting my hips moving my ass around and I almost ducked his dick off his body as his finger went all the way up my add then he worked it in and out and made me cum like never before. 
 Over the next few days he kept fingering me and a few times before he started he would lick my ass and spot on my tight hole and when he licked my asdhole I went nuts. A few times I was bent over and he would be behind me just licking my asshole and playing with my dick. His tongue felt great on my asshole and he would stick it in my ass and drive me crazy. 
 One afternoon down by the creek he and I were naked in our favorite spot and I asked him to lick my hole and he said OK just bend over. I was learning forward janging  on to a lower limb of this tree and he was on his knees behind me using his hands he spread my add cheeks and went to work on my asshole with his tongue. His fingers in my ass then his tongue he grabbed my nuts he pulled on my dick and I was going crazy then he told me to hold still. 
 He stood up and I felt his dick running on my asshole and with one steady push his dick went up my ass both of us moaning and groaning and his dick was going in and out of my asshole as he gripped my hips really tight and I wanted to scream it felt so good. He told me I should see his dick in my ass. He said it felt really good and then he told me he was about to cum and told me he didn’t want to stop. I quickly told him to keep doing it. Then he asked if he could cum in me and I told him yes! Please don’t take it out. He came in my ass not once but three times before we had to get dressed and get back to the house. A few hours later up in the hay loft I was face down in the hay with my pants down and he was on top of me fucking Mr again. 
 That night he spent the night at our house and in the bathtub he put his dick in me for just a few seconds and came. That night when we knew everyone was sound asleep I took off my underwear roomed over on my stomach spread my legs and whispered to him to get on top of me but to be quiet. His dick went right in my ass and he quietly fucked me and got off twice in my asshole. 
 I got hooked on his dick up my ass and getting fucked by my horny ass cousin was my favorite thing to do. For months he fucked me almost every day and some days multiple times.  Then one hot summer day down at the creek swimming with two of our friends he began to talk to me about doing it with them and at first I said no but the longer he talked the more I wanted to. It took awhile to slowly bring it up and at first the other two boys didn’t want to do it but eventually one said he wanted to watch us do it. 
 Well that’s how it got started. Me on my hands and knees naked my cousin naked kneeling behind me with out two buddies on either side of me watching my cousin put his dick up my ass. As soon as he started to fuck me both our friends had their dicks out jacking off watching me get fucked up the ass and now they were arguing about who would be next. 
 When I turned to
lol at them I was shocked to see how big Kenny’s dick was. As soon as my cousin came in me he backed away and Tommy took his turn. Once he came in my ass Kenny got behind me and his dick was really big and it hurt going in. Both the other boys stood there watching his big dick go up my ass then he fucked me and shot a lot of cum up my ass. He fucked me again before he took his big dick out if my ass. For several hours that afternoon they fucked me as much as they wanted to and I don’t know how many times I got fucked that day but they all came inside of me every time they fucked me and I wanted Kenny in my ass all the time. 
 The your if us had our own little private sec club where we all sucked dick but they all fucked me in the ass and their favorite thing was Kenny in my ass while I ducked the other two. 
 Weekend camp outs were nothing but sex orgies and me getting gang fucked for hours. I can still remember Kate nights laying naked by the fire as they all took turns on my ass. We used to see just how wild and crazy we could be having sex and in the 10th grade o got my first DP and got two of them in my ass at the same time while I ducked on Kenny’s big dick. There wasn’t nothing I would t do for a dick in my ass. It was the best feeling ever and being naked with my horny buddies letting them use me any way they wanted to and getting their dicks go in my ass was a huge thrill for me and I made my ass available to them all the time. My senior year we had a good friend that was black and they all talked about watching him fuck me and we all
Knew he had a really big dick because we saw it in the showers after practice at school. One Saturday we were going to go swimming and camp
Out on the creek and they wanted to invite Robbie the black friend. 
 Well he showed up and of course once the conversation got started that night he got to watch Lenny fuck me and I saw him stroking his big black dick and I thought it would never fit in my ass but after my three regular buddies fucked me Robbie took his turn and it was not easy getting his dick up my ass. The other guys were all jacking off sucking on each other as they watched this huge black dick fuck my white ass and cum in me balks deep. Before the sun came up Robbie fucked me three more times and for a couple of years not only Robbie but him and two of his friends fucked me and four different times over the next couple of years I met with Robbie and two other black guys and they gang banged me at this cabin owned by one of their parents. 
 Two of them had really long but kinda thin dicks but the oldest one had a very long fat dick. No one knows I let 3 black guys gang bang me but I did and I have no regrets. 
 I have been happy married many years with a family and pretty much live a straight life but I do have a few friends that know online taking it up the ass so I hang around with them at times to get my ass fucked and have a few beers and a damn good time. 
 Years ago
My wife and I had a nice collection of strap on cocks and she loved to fuck me but hasn’t in years. She never had asked me but I think she knows I let my friends butt fuck me. I get excited when o think about her watching me get fucked up the ass but I don’t think she wants to watch. 
 I have always liked anal and when the mood strikes me and no one is around to fuck me I will gladly lube up and fuck myself with mist anything I can find to stick up my ass. I guess I will always want a big hard cock up my ass because I never can get it enough. 

You would make her or she would ask you as well