We all have deep dark secrets. Mine is about my gay experience. I was a local tour guide for our university. We took prospective students around campus and answered questions. A man was along for the tour, he looked respectable and he asked a lot of questions. His daughter was considering the University.
During the walk through of the gym and facilities he slipped a card in my hand and said call me. After the tour, I had the card and wasn't able to just discard it. I looked at it, the handwritten phone number on it. I called and he answered. He told me to meet him that evening after dark at this one bar off campus.
He didn't waste time, he told me he wanted a blowjob and to get with it. We went out to his car and I gave him a blowjob. Complete with happy ending. I was beyond happy, it was so erotic. When I walked away, he followed me for a few minutes in his car and asked me what I wanted. I said fuck me. And that is how I had my first full gay experience, with all the trimmings. We went to a motel and he checked in and we got naked and he kissed me and we jerked off each other and he wanted me on my stomach and I complied and he fucked me.
If that doesn't confirm you're a queer, what does?