For most of my life porn was relegated to magazines, and once in a while. I started traveling heavily in the 90s and found myself alone in hotel rooms. I would buy one or two or three magazines before I left and would masturbate to them. It was mostly female porn, Playboy, Hustler. Then the internet came on with a force. I carried a laptop and was able to join the networks in hotels and find porn, and not just from America. Europe, Asia, Latin America.
One morning for breakfast in Hong Kong I sat such that I saw the man across from the at the other table. He was older than me, handsome man, facial hair. I started to fantasize that he would kiss me. I noticed that he had quite a bulge in his pants and he was reaching down to straighten his bulge out, grabbing his dick. I stared at his bulge, and then looked at his face, averting my eyes when he looked up. He got up and walked over and asked me what the problem was. I said something to the effect that I was trying to place him, he looked familiar. He leaned over and told me he was going to shove his cock down my throat. And then patted my face and left. I went up to my room and masturbated, jerked off. That night I dreamed that he was kissing me, and then shoving his cock down my throat. I had a wet dream and had trouble going back to sleep. I spent the rest of the night searching for gay porn, for naked me, for men with their cock down a guy's throat.
The next morning I was in line waiting for a cab and he came up behind me and grabbed my ass. He asked if I needed company, he was in room 1205, come on by and we'll see if you can measure up. He sounded Australian. He took my card key out of my shirt pocket, and noticed my room was 923. Drinks at 7:30 in the bar and he left. I couldn't work all day, my mind wasn't into it. I begged off due to jet lag, and spent the afternoon with my dick in my hand cruising gay porn.
At 7:30 I went to the bar. He was there and took me to a table in the corner. He asked me for measurements, length and girth. He also told me he was a man who liked to tongue a man's ass, did I have a problem with that. We had a drink and went to the restaurant and ate dinner. He grabbed my hand and put it on his lap, and told me I was going to swallow that puppy down my throat and up my ass. We went to my room, and he sat on the bed and told me to show him what I had to offer. He laughed and sucked it hard, getting me to react. Then he undid his pants, and showed me what he had. Now this is a cock he said, not like that pee shooter you got there. Show me your ass and I dropped my pants and he ran his hands over my naked behind. Grabbing my hips he stuck his tongue in my crack. Bend over, and he licked my ass.
Now there's men and there's almost men. What are you? We were totally naked by then, he had a very hairy body and that extended to his ass. He rubbed his cock around my face and lips and said open up and be ready to swallow. Without warning he stood on his tiptoes and ran his cock down my throat, past my gag reflex, I started foaming and he told me to calm down and breathe through my mouth. After some more 'foreplay' he went to his coat and came back with a tube and told me that I needed to carry that around. He bent me over and lubed me up, inserting his index finger in my ass. He put me down on the bed with a pillow under my hips and got on me and just ran his cock hard into my ass. I came into the pillow and he fucked me and asked me if it was my first fucking, because I sure acted like it.
After he fucked me I lay on my back, I wanted him to kiss me but he was more interested in jerking me off, and sucking my poor excuse of a cock. He said he had enough, got his point across and from now on when I saw him I was to bow to acknowledge that he owned my ass. After he left, I was still naked and I spent the hours cruising gay porn and reliving the night. It was after midnight before I was able to break away, but I know had a list of websites that I had found.
Gay porn is my weak point. I watch it every day. I have a particular attraction to middle aged and older men. I really like hairy asses and dream about rimming a nasty ass. I have a need to be kissed before being fucked, so I spend a lot of time making out, and jerking the man off. I rim and suck and swallow and I'll take a face full of yellow rain if that's in his wheelhouse. I've posted pictures of cocks in my mouth, cocks in my ass. And contributed pictures of me naked taken by other men and self pictures as well.
There is no doubt that evening in Hong Kong was the best experience I've ever had. That Australian bastard was into what he did. And I found out that I am submissive to a man like him.
